embracing defeat

There are some goals that were never meant to be accomplished. Not everyone can be like JC and go "It is finished!" Thus my goal of going to the gym seven times and keeping my nails maintained -- they'll remain as goals. I don't want to be perfect or anything. Hah. Anyway, that is my lame excuse for not having gone to the gym today as planned.

I guess the higher power knew I was going to adopt this laze-attitude and punished me by making me forget my keys at school. I walked home and to my dismay found that I didn't have my keys with me. I walked back to school and received a text from Nick that I had left it at a meeting. Bahs. So I walked about 1.5 miles today.

But the food sins I committed from 8:30am to 8:30pm are ridiculous. I had a breakfast sandwich from the snackbar at the law school. I was too hungry to take a picture. It's basically an english muffin (buttered) with ham, cheese, and eggs. I also had a sugary drink with that.

For lunch, because I have a heart for Haiti...and because I love soul food, I bought a plate from BLSA's fundraiser.

After my double-walk from school, I had another cup of ice cream. Then, I surfed wikipedia for about 3-4 hours. I learned a lot about North Koreans kidnapping Koreans and the Japanese. Then, I went to dinner with Tina and Mina and the Veenstras and committed more crimes against my goals of obtaining a majide nice body.

I am embracing defeat. Also, I regret having eaten pork. I loved my dish but it is slowly killing me...I must go lay on my bed.