around 40

I had a chit chat with one of my professors today (it was an awesome experience). He is around 40 years old. I have no idea how he evaluates his progress in life but on paper, he's definitely a high-achiever. All my professors are on paper (at the very least)...high achievers. I think I look up to them a lot. I wonder what the correlation is between paper achievement and off-paper achievement. Some may say there is none but I don't think that can be quite right.

I wonder where I'll be in life around 40. Will it be my kids that preoccupy my mind/day? Their academic achievement? My career? My husband's career? (If and only if he runs for political office...hahaha) Religion? Meeting ends? Will I achieve much both on paper and off-paper?

I just had a battle with bugs in my room. I sprayed a lot of bug killing spray. My room smells like bug killing spray and a lot of it (sorry this is an ambiguous pronoun! haha, the spray) spilled onto my bed. Oh no.

Also G. Kim is mad at me for not going out to bar night. He dared call me a party pooper when he is one 22/7! Anyway, faithful readers...have a beautiful Thursday night.